Jai Dyer
Jai Dyer # K57549
Western Illinois Correctional Center
2500 Route 99 South
Mt Sterling   IL   62353   USA
Getting to Know Someone.

Entering that new world is an ultimate, irretrievable leap into the unknown. The prospect is terrifying.  The stakes are high. The emotions are overwhelming. The two people are reluctant really to emotionally strip themselves naked in front of each other. Because in doing so they make themselves vulnerable and give enormous power over themselves to each other.

How often they inflict pain and torment upon each other!  Is it better to maintain shallow, superficial affairs? That way the scars are not so deep. I don’t think a beautiful relationship has to end in carnage or that we have to be fraudulent and pretentious with one another.  If we project fraudulent and pretentious images or if we fantasize each other into distorted caricatures of what we really are, then we awake from the trance and we see beyond the sham and front.

All will dissolve and will die or be transformed into bitterness and hate. I know that sometimes people fake on each other out of genuine motives to hold on to the object of their tenderest feelings. They see themselves as so inadequate that they feel forced to wear a mask in order to continuously impress the second party.

I am unapologetically me, and do all that I can to be a good man and person. I hope that through this message I’ll find someone that will treat me as I her, with no masks.

Jai Dyer

Ad Start: 07-28-2022
Ad Expiration:  07-28-2023
African American
Attempted Murder
Release Date