I was in love before. Actually, I've been in love twice.
Both times life and incarceration beat love back as though it were warding off a terrorist. While a part of me your for that (Love) again, it was the humanity stepping from the friendship, that really warmed my heart. The security of it. In the end, not even that lasted.
I missed out on a lot over the years, drowning in an abyss of selfishness, never able to see the sun, only feeling the rain. Then I came up for air. I started to breathe again. As a result, I began to change, wanting to be something bigger than my former self. Something better.
This is why I write.
Writing has helped me see the world through a different lens, recognizing that even from a prison cell, I can possibly touch the lives of others.
Unfortunately, I let so much time go by before I started to swim with the tide, I find myself struggling. Nonetheless, I continue to work on my craft, while also striving to be a better human being. That is the foremost lesson I've had to come to terms with, how we are all interconnected to one another.
That, is what I'm looking for. Someone to establish that connection with. Another link in this chain called the human race, that can help me breathe during those moments I feel like I'm suffocating.
Who knows, maybe you and I can help each other stay afloat, and perhaps something not only about each other, but moreso ourselves, that we never realized.
I'm looking for you.
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San Luis Obispo, CA 93409 USA
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